In the dreaming winterland
Stillness is now natures song
I can hear it in my head
Feel it in my body..
SHE
Her veiled voice sounds
in a pitch-black sky
covered by a million stars
I recognize her
recognize her in me
graceful, powerful, sensual
she sees me in full devotion
initiated into the deep mysteries of the elements
I feel her presence in the Other World
softly embraced into reality
like an everlasting dream
in the silent presence of the dark moon
she touches me in my deepest essence
waves of intensity, woven with inner knowing
blooming like a rose, a heart so open
so receptive
come to me, come inside of me, be me
as I am you through the silver threads
connecting us through the times
enfolded by mists I stand there
receiving, giving, streaming
the well whispers softly, I listen, quietly
speak words of love
she listens and is
the essence of my words
carried by a million stars
they know
BONES
Losing her as she is looking for herself
In mundane distractions
Trying to find her way but the direction is hidden
While the moon silently guides her
and remembers her......
Of her self
My child
Meanwhile I walk in circles on a crossroad
Trying to find my way
Looking for home
Home with a hearthfire
A warm cave for a loving family
A shattered dream
I hear her voice calling me
A distant call from north
Come home, come home, come home
Here are your roots
Look
See
Feel
I look and see the uprooting
Barren landscape, broken trees
Bones and nothingness
Tears fill my heart
Could this be my home...
My soul knows the answer
Bone woman stares at me
I see compassion in her eyes
Her strength, her wisdom, her love
Stripped from any emotional need
And I feel deep down in my belly
That being Home
Begins in embracing the uprooting
ME
No voice can be heard
In this barren landscape
Where the northern wind blows
Her icy cold breath
My heart once warm and open
Now covered with glistening layers of snow
Isolated I try to find my way
I ceaselessly try to reconnect
But even the silver threads are frozen..
When I spoke my vow, many years ago
Delighted with love and pure devotion
My naked body cloaked by the dark of night
Surrounded by magical beings
Holding space so I could surrender
Wholeheartedly, to her, within myself
I did not have the slightest idea
That promising to simply be who I am
To live authentically from my core
Would include such a total disruption
Leaving me exiled and bewildered
While Mother North slowly wrapped me
In her silent, cold embrace
Where I dwelled for years, withdrawn
Saturn almost rising now
Mirroring me to take back what I lost
Or had unconsciously given away
My love and strength, my ground, my power
My heart, my worth, my self..
A veiled voice sounds in a pitch black sky
I recognize her, she reminds me
Of who I am and have ever been
The wind blows softly, I listen, weary
Speak words of depth
She understands and is
The essence of my words
Carried by a million stars
They know…
SCARS
Feeling
The scars on my soul
Seeing them lighting up in the dark
At night
Silent wounds created by stories
Histories, herstories
Empty of presence
Cutting deep
I breathe them in
Knowing this is my story
Which I created
To come closer to my heart
A call from soul
Forcing me to look at the core
Of woundedness
And realise that
Scars are just marks at the surface
Underneath is love
Only love
QUIET UNFOLDING
This quiet intimacy
Within myself
Finding her way
In simplicity
Intoxicating stillness
Prepares me to be
Open
To receive my self
And my Beloved
Rushing sensations
In my flowering womb
Pure exquisite sensuality
Unwillingly merged
With a touch of fear
For the consequence of
My inner wildness..
Longing in the deep
Oh how I’m longing
Unable to express
Passion seems to be quiet
As a sleeping volcano
I’m awakening
And unfolding
Again
WINTERDREAM
In the dreaming winterland
Stillness is now natures song
I can hear it in my head
Feel it in my body
Am aware of it in my being
Below the stillness
Silence awaits
In its ever vast presence
Illuminating untold stories
Echoing unsung songs
Barren lands
And forgotten worlds
Stillness is the secret doorway
To the great mystery of silence
That place where unknown territory
Opens the entrance to essence
Where nature breathes her own being
Whispers softly
While I dissolve into the soul of the land





